but i finally asked how complicated are we?
its like every weight got lifted off, just by asking.
its like finally i can push past that brittled candy like barrier and just talk to her and actually do something about us.
she didnt have much to say.
im glad though.
because i just needed to know that i had the confidence to ask, to say,
to wonder out loud.
and she was ok with it.
its not quite as delicate as i thought.
on the other hand the former other lover has built a wall of words and hate.
as much as i had never wished that to come about,
im glad.
again.
there is no contest in my mind.
there is no longer a real choice to make.
i did nothing wrong.
i didnt do anything wrong when i was in italy but i still stepped past the boundaries of love.
this time, i didnt step the wrong way or break any rules.
i was better.
and i am still hated.
and im glad.
because now there is no question.
but will i get the chance to see the possible revival into fruition?
probably not.
not because it wont happen.
but probably because
i wont be around for it to happen.
this was my favorite from post secret today.
thats kinda how i feel.
and im glad.
again.
illegitimus non carborundum est
1 comment:
i'm glad things are better.
my life has recomplicated itself.
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