i know rite? it is kinda well really tough. we ended up talking more. im better about her visitng because the fact of the matter is that i do miss her as a person and good times and stuff. so i want to see her, i just dont want to feel the aftereffects ya know? thats what it is. i talked to her about the other stuff that would get me back into the feelings if you know what i mean, and she kinda agreed and we will play it as is. ill figure it out. ive been a lot better lately about being upfront and honest about precarious positions. but i could still be more upfront i spose. alexandra doesnt know about jaclyn, but i dunno. its not that she has to, but im sure shed feel a little meh about it. thats the thing; im not trying to protect myself in this. i just dont want her to hurt. i dont want anyone to hurt.
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i understand not wanting anyone to hurt babe, that's the hardest part about these things. if you're ok with her visiting well then, ok. but i do think she needs to know about jaclyn. if there's something/one holding you back from her she deserves to know what it is- i just found out that liam was seeing someone when he told me he thought he wanted a break last august- 2 months after i'd spent $1500 to come see him. so, i'd tell her.
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