you know what, i think were growing up...

21.6.07

office space

alexandra is gone.
i miss her. its weird. i wanted so badly for her not to come.
the first half was meh, we fought, we hated, we hugged.
the second half could not have gone better. we were able to be brutally honest about why we think each one of us cant handle the other. it was so fulfilling. then we got down to our bare emotions and psychologys and were able to be what we never had been before for each other. it was really great.
now i miss her.
she doesnt really want me to call about mondane stuff, just emotional stuff, like if shit really hits the fan for me. she wants some time, some space. im ok with that. but its good to know that we are good.

jaclyn is working a ton and we get some moments to talk and every word is great. weve been back and forth about defining ourselves and weve realized that we love what we are in and we love not having to be societys bitches. we know what we are and what we mean to each other rite now, so why modify it?

im peeling continents.

this is my hundredth post.

thanks for your help on nascar...

illegitimus non carborundum est

4 comments:

Alexis said...

hey, you know, i mean, i try to be informed about stock car racing...

i'm so glad that you're happy babe, really. how weird that we both are, how unthinkable it felt a few months ago. i can't wait to meet jaclyn and i totally understand about not defining yourselves- andrew and i never have, except one time in december when we talked about the fact that we were 'seeing each other' on the way to his company christmas party because it was a party only for significant others... hehe, i'm significant!

you know what, i think we're growing up.

Alexis said...

aww, baby!!!! how cute are you!!! i love the revamped look and awww, you put my quote up....

you make me happy too :)

Alexis said...

so ok...

i really really want to be writing about what's going on with andrew on my blog but i can't because bryce reads it.

but things are great and wow i could really fall, here.

how's things? i miss you.

Alexis said...

good. updates are good. because you never call me. and you should. ta da.