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so i really like these
i guess
no one reads them
but theyre nice
rounds out the day

i won a polaroid on ebay
now i have to buy film
i bought another camera today too
im in debt because of it
oh well
maybe itll make me some money to pay it off

i went to see a friend tonite in atlanta
it was good
but always the same with me
let me spill my damn emotions to someone close
sounds like somethings wrong
there probably isnt
but there is
cant i seek understanding and not be labelled?
i just want it to be understood
that not everything is happy gofuckinglucky

i got a call and found out that a new york friend will be in atlanta after new years
amtrak much?

i like foto but im disuaded to talk about it to someone id love to
they had a true love and passion for it
i had been doing it for quite a while then dropped it
then they resparked my interest in it then theirs kinda died
but they kinda own it ya know?
would i feel that way about cooking?
i probably have
maybe i do
but i think i could do something with it
but she doesnt care
its likely another reason she will try to detach further

goddamn distance
goddamn time
i regret none of the travelling
i regret what came of it
i regret spiting a request and
spiting myself

detachment
almost worked for half of us
not quite
now i have to try it
but i dont want to
i need to