you know what, i think were growing up...

26.12.06

conversations

so christmas eve had a really intense conversation. finding out that i dont put myself into situations without time limits. i think it keeps me safe. apparently it disappoints some people.

i hate disappointment.

today was another intense conversation. i am acting not differently than expected, but differently than expressed. my intentions were and are not how my actions and words seem to display. not even seem. are. i dont think i can hold on. i dont want to disappoint. but i want to hold on. but i dont want to disappoint.

im waiting for nowhere.

its hard, these conversations, held at the same time but still hours apart. held on the same interface only thousands of miles away.

condoms.
tripods.
printers with enough ink.
oh simplicity.

im gunna go take some pictures.

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